Friday, December 4, 2009
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Wednesday, December 2, 2009

Nothing to post about .
-I laugh , I love , I hope , I try , I hurt , I need , I fear , I cry. And I know you do the same things too , so we're really not that different , me and you .
me & you , you've always tried to make me happy
& im sure that you dont wanna hurt me , as you said .
but sometimes , i just get hurt . :( .
& i just wanted to say that , my love fr you is strong .
hoping a dead dream come true ?
:( .
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Tuesday, December 1, 2009

yesterday skated at ecp .
morning met crew and royalesin members .
off to ecp , skated like the whole park is ours .
had early lunch / late breakfast at lagoon .
could not finish food .
skated again , had much fun .
landed some shits over there .
had some photoshoots .
and the other 10 skaters went home except fr me and amir .
went to lagoon again , get some drinks .
chill . and off to bbq pit with classmates .
chill , talk , eat .
and back to skatepark to skate again .
after everything had group photo .
today skate as usual .
WAS DOWN .
my friends all skated happily , once they start the topic about girl .
they talk positive stuffs .
and i just , dont feel good at all .
azri knows i guess .
life has been , very stressful at this time .
i busted my knee last 2 days .
she aint contacting anymore .
had a bad dream , which IS coming true to the real world .
i'm afraid , and depressed .
and got my thumb slashed/cut after cleaning the fan in my room .
the question i keep asking myself is , " dear , why ? "
till here .
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